Running Up That Hill - Kate Bush
/You don't want to hurt me/But see how deep the bullet lies/Unaware I'm tearing you asunder/Ooh, there is thunder in our hearts/Is there so much hate for the ones we love/
25. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Queer - Garbage
/The queerest of the queer/Hide inside your head/The blindest of the blind/The deadest of the dead/You're hungry 'cause you starve/While holding back the tears/Choking on your smile/A fake behind the fear/The queerest of the queer/
26. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Dancing Choose - TV On The Radio
/In my mind i'm drowning butterflies/broken dreams and alibis/that's fine/I've seen my palette blown to monochrome/Hollow heart clicks hollowtone/It's time/
27. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Aladdin Sane - David Bowie
Who will love Aladdin Sane/Millions weep a fountain/Just in case of sunrise/Who will love Aladdin Sane/Will love Aladdin Sane/Will love Aladdin Sane/
28. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Still Lifes - The Vanishing
/Still lifes are failing/Emaciated railings/Their pretty shapes and airbrushed skin/Positioned in the place to win/
29. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Hallelujah - Leonard Cohen
I did my best, it wasn't much/I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch/I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you/And even though it all went wrong/I'll stand before the Lord of Song/With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah/
30. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Better - Regina Spektor
/Born like sisters to this world/In a town where blood ties are only blood/If you never say your name out loud to anyone/They can never ever call you by it/
Well, that was interesting.
Lean Back - Terror Squad (WHAT THE HELL IS THIS.)
2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
I Want To Kill You - Darling Violetta
You're afraid of flying/Afraid of losing your mind/But I don't want to know you/Now there's no time.
3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Personal Jesus - Depeche Mode (And the sad thing is that's pretty accurate)
Your own personal Jesus/Someone to hear your prayers/Someone who cares/Your own personal Jesus/Someone to hear your prayers/Someone who's there.
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Stay - Hungry Lucy
Why should I/Keep this guilt wrapped up in chains/Pain again/'Cause my heart's not made that way/We can be/Just as close if I am far away/Love you enough/To stay/To stay. (I... Was feeling pretty good until I got to this.)
5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Smile - Janelle Monae
Light up your face with gladness/Hide every trace of sadness/Although a tear may be ever so near/That's the time you must keep on trying
6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
China Girl - David Bowie
My little China Girl/You shouldn't mess with me/I'll ruin everything you are/I'll give you television/I'll give you eyes of blue (Actually in my case they would be brown)/I'll give you a man who wants to rule the world.
7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Black Wave/Bad Vibrations - Arcade Fire (Love this song sfm)
Left my name with the border guards/A name I don't need/Ce sera un long voyage/Sur les vagues de l'oubli.
Stop now before it's too late/Been eating in the ghetto on a hundred dollar plate/Nothing lasts forever, that's the way it's got to be/There's a great black wave in the middle of the sea. (Oh you dirty bastards.)
8.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Dreaming - BT (I LAUGH BECAUSE IT'S TRUE.)
No words/No talk/We'll go dreaming.
9. WHAT IS 2 + 2? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Battle-2 - Devil May Cry 3 OST
10 WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Changes - David Bowie
So I turned myself to face me/But I’ve never caught a glimpse/Of how the others must see the faker/I’m much too fast to take that test.
11.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Spellbound - Siouxsie And The Banshees (Melt or Cascade or Fireworks would've been more appropriate)
Following the footsteps/Of a rag doll dance/We are entranced/Spellbound.
12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
So Long, Scarecrow - Scarling
So long, scarecrow/Sorry you're sad/You say you lost everything/Some things you never had/Oh, we don't care anymore/We don't care anymore.
13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Jimmy - M.I.A
When you go Rwanda Congo/Take me on a genocide tour/Take me on a truck to Darfur/Take me where you would go.
14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkD-
Get Ready 2 Rokk - Freezepop (Wtfffff)
I try to wait/And I try to be good/I try to be patient/I know I should/I can't be held back when the streets call my name/I'm all dressed in black/And I'm feeling no shame/It's time for me to rock.
15. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Regret - Bella Morte (FUCK ITUNES AND FUCK THIS MEME.)
Beneath the days there lies indifference/Your smile can't retract the lies/And my nights will find their comfort/In the knowledge that I tried.
16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Gimme Danger - Iggy Pop (HELL YES WE WILL.)
Gimme danger, little stranger/And I'll feel you bleed/Gimme danger, little stranger/And I'll heal your disease.
17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
In Amber Clad - Martin O'Donnell and Michael Salvatori
18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Ladies and Gentlemen - Saliva (Only on the weekends.)
Ladies and gentlemen good evening/You've seen that seeing is believing/Your ears and your eyes will be bleeding/Please check to see if you're still breathing. (I've always thought this song was about a bisexual orgy btw.
19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Edge Of The World - The Cruxshadows
I walk alone at night/Raindrops and streetlights/Reflecting flashes/Across the asphalt. (No mom, I'm not a hooker.)
20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILjUe-
Kick It - Peaches featuring Iggy Pop
I want to be your cat/Screw that!/I'm not sixteen but I got leather boots and suede/Oh, go fuck your pain away!
21. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Nocturne Op. 9.1 in B Minor - Chopin
22. HOW WILL YOU DIE? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
A Night Like This - The Cure
It goes dark/It goes darker still/Please stay/But I watch you like I'm made of stone/As you walk away. (Well damn.)
23. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bOhI-
Rise - Origa (Apparently nothing!)
Save your tears/For the day/When our pain is far behind/On your feet/Come with me/We are soldiers stand or die.
I'll finish this tomorrow.
Ow, my brain, it hurts so much.
I really haven't been watching it since the first episode aired, I don't know why. It's not that I think it's bad, I just... Haven't really got into it.
Anthony Head isn't helping matters at all, HE'LL ALWAYS BE GILES TO MEEEEEEEEE ;-;
M'kay, please excuse me while I go play more with my shiny new Macbook Pro.
Leave him alone.
Now is not the time to be discussing any prior misdeeds he was accused of and found not guilty in committing (I strongly doubt it was true the first time, and I REALLY doubt it the second, far too much has come out about his accuser and his family that makes his whole story completely questionable), a man is dead. Let's focus on what's important here, like the three young children who are grieving for their father, his siblings who have lost their brother and his mother has to watch her son be put into the ground.
I don't care how you felt about him, think about them. There isn't a mother on this earth who deserves to bury her own child, no mother ever thinks that they will outlive their children and her pain must be immense.
Let his family have some time to come to terms with their grief in peace, without having to hear about what kind person their father/son/brother might have been.
Now if you'll excuse me Imaginary Readers, I'm going to listen to You Are Not Alone for the fifth time today.
-Rarely taken seriously? Check.
-Doesn't really "get" people (I still say that they don't get me)? Yep.
-Shunned and criticized by peers? Oh yeah.
The last one used to upset me, but now I'm really looking forward to outliving everyone. Hopefully while staying in an isolated cabin with 5 cats and herb garden.
So there's a guy I from Gaia that I've known for a while, I haven't exactly been talking to him at all lately, not because of any bad e-blood between us but more because I just haven't had the urge to talk to him.
Here's the thing, a few years ago he was the one person I confided in, when I was feeling like I had hit the lowest point in my life he was the person I leaned on for support. He was able to help me sift through my issues and sort them out and he never told a soul.
I knew back then that he had some feelings towards me, and I admit I harbored some of my own, it wasn't too rare for our IMs to go from playful to covert flirting. But that was as far as I was willing to take it.
We danced around the whole thing for a while, neither one of us admitting anything to the other, until a mutual (ex)friend of ours pretty much decided to make both of us fess up.
Yeah, that was the most awkward conversation I've ever had ever.
He said he had a crush on me, but he didn't know if he could actually be with me, and I told him that I couldn't be with him because I don't do online relationships (Nothing against them, just not my thing. I'm a tactile person, I need to be able to touch someone) and that was the end of it.
After that we just went back to normal sort of, our chats were still playful and goofy but without any of the flirting from before, which is sort of a relief but it's just different and awkward at the same time. Then a few months later he went off to college, started man-whoring his way through most of the female student body and had less time to chat.
I've come to accept that our friendship will never be what it used to be, it's just too awkward. And now I've come to dread anytime I go on AIM and see his name online in my buddylist.
Now here I am, trying to have a conversation with him after months of not hearing a word from him. God this is so stupid. Please excuse this babble imaginary readers.
For one, I haven't updated this thing in ages, so hi imaginary readers! How are you? Good, say hi to your mother for me.
And... VGC? Kinda dead. Cause I completely forgot about EVERYTHING. I seriously don't know if I'll ever finish this but I have to keep trying for the sake of my sanity.
Mother's Day was pleasant, spent time with the fam, saw Wolverine (And I don't know if this is just wishful thinking or what, but I swear I saw something flapping about during the waterfall jump scene), played RE5... And that's about it. Also saw my cousin in his school's production of High School Musical, and he was actually good. He stood out playing one of the drama geeks, and even though he didn't have any lines he was funny.
Oh, and I'm RPing with jennally for the... 3rd time? Thelema doesn't count since we haven't actually done anything yet. CAUSE IT KEEPS DYING. But yeah, it's a revamp of the same RP we started a year and a half ago, only everyone's roles have been switched and I'm playing a guy now.
That's... About it.
Breezed through the end of Twilight Princess, now I don't know why I never beat it before now.
Xenosaga... Is coming along, I found out I don't need to be as high leveled as I thought I did. But I'm still irrationally leveling anyway, I think it's some sort of mind control program that's standard in JRPGs that makes you WANT to go through the level grind.
Almost reminds me of dear old Fly For Fail.
Next agenda, Silent Hill 3. I'm halfway through the Underpass, and I hope to be at least up to the part where I actual go to Silent Hill by the weekend.
That's it for right now, please excuse me while I go burn stuff up in TF2.
If any of you imaginary readers know me (Okay two of the not-so imaginary ones do but whatever), you know I'm a video game geek at heart. Sure I've broadened the span of my geekdom to include comics and fantasy books/novels, but that's where my main font of geekdom lies. Now I'm not as obsessive as some people I know, but over the course of... 11 years (Or nearly 11 because I got my first console, a N64 for Christmas in 98) I've bought several games, played some of them, and then never or rarely touched them again. It's not that I didn't like them, I just never kept up with them like I should have, some because I got more games that took up my time, and some because... I just got lazy.
So I decided, after being bitched out by jennally for not finishing Silent Hill 3 and Resident Evil 4 (WELL I'M SORRY BUT I DON'T HANDLE SURVIVAL HORROR WELL) to go through my games and beat a set amount of games every week.
The list of games to beat, in order of play:
The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess (Yes yes I KNOW, I fail so hard but after I spent hours combing through all the other dungeons I didn't want to finish the last one e.e)
Xenosaga Episode I: Der Wille zur Macht (Again, at the last level, but I heard my characters would need to be at least level 60 to beat the last dungeon and they're like 45-50)
Silent Hill 3 (Uhh... I think I'm in the sewers right now, why does every Survival Horror game need a sewer level? It's like the ice and fire levels in Action games)
Shadow of The Colossus (Because I haven't played it AT ALL since I got it, I think it's still got that new game smell- Yep it does)
Ninja Gaiden (Never finished it when I had my original Xbox, but I started a new file on my 360 a couple months ago)
Psi-Ops: The Mindgate Conspiracy (At the Aura viewing level or whatever.)
X-Men Legends II: Rise of Apocalypse (It shames me, that as much as I like the X-Men I never bothered to finish this. No idea where I am in this)
There are probably more but I can't think of them.
Right now I'm only doing the first 4, out of those I think Silent Hill 3 and Shadow of The Colossus will take the longest but who knows, hopefully this won't kill me.
Wish me luck y'all.
I figured out why, after a lot of effort on my part, this little fic (I'm going to stop calling them ficlets cause with my tendency to babble all of them are going to end up as full blown fics, and is it really fanfic if you're writing about characters you've created in an original universe?) for one of my old RPCs wasn't working. It's because I was writing it entirely wrong.
So, fic's basically my character dancing in a tavern (Yes it was a geeky high fantasy RP, I liked it, sue me), but I completely missed the mark on what I was trying for, instead of showing why she was dancing and how it made her feel I went off on a long ramble about how she learned to dance in the first place.
So I selected all of that and hit backspace.
I'm starting over, and this time I have a very firm grasp on what I want to do with this and how to accomplish this. Maybe this writing thing won't be so bad after all.